Holly Madisondetailed her relationship, oregon deficiency thereof, with Pamela Andersonamid her narration with Hugh Hefner, who she dated from 2001 to 2008.
"Interacting with Pam successful the opening was a small awkward," Holly explained connected her and Bridget Marquardt'sGirls Next Level podcast Oct. 28. "It's not that Pam wasn't nice. It was conscionable that she would bash this weird happening wherever she'd ever travel up to Hef wherever she would tally into him. She'd fawn each implicit him and he's surrounded by each these girls."
"She would enactment similar we did not beryllium connected immoderate level successful specified a weird way," Holly continued. "It was truthful unusual to maine and the lone crushed I'm bringing this up is due to the fact that I retrieve feeling similar it was truthful strange. I wondered what is that each astir and I inactive benignant of wonderment due to the fact that it would alteration aboriginal on. Like she would admit maine a small spot toward the precise end."
But the 44-year-old besides emphasized that she wasn't trying to commencement immoderate play with Pamela—who has graced the Playboy screen 13 times since 1989.
"I'm a instrumentality of hers," she explained. "But oftentimes, erstwhile I'm talking astir mansion experiences, I'll speech astir gathering radical similar Paris Hiltonand however she was truthful bully and however she would speech to each of america girls similar we were equals."
And portion Holly doesn't person immoderate sick volition toward the Baywatch alum, she does wonderment wherefore their dynamic played retired the mode it did.
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"Maybe she was astatine specified a weird level of fame wherever radical ever wanted thing from her that she shouldn't consciousness comfy talking to people, oregon possibly she had an acquisition wherever she tried to speech to Hef's girlfriends earlier and it went truly poorly," she said. "I don't cognize what it was, but it was truthful chiseled and weird."
At the aforesaid time, Holly noted that since being diagnosed with autism past year astatine 43, shelooks back astatine the aboriginal aughts with a antithetic lens.
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"I consciousness similar the existent absorbing happening astir this communicative is conscionable however otherwise I comprehend the behaviour now," the ma of Rainbow, 11, and Forest, 8, with ex-husband Pasquale Rotella,shared. "Back successful my 20s, if idiosyncratic was truly rude oregon standoffish to me, particularly consistently, I assumed it was a large occupation similar they truly hated maine oregon that they were the world's biggest a--hole oregon something."
"I conscionable don't truly comprehend it similar that anymore," she continued. "I consciousness similar portion of that is conscionable my ain travel with discovering that I'm neurodivergent and recognizing my ain behaviors and what's down that and it affects however I spot different people's behaviors a small differently."
E! News has reached retired to reps for Pamela for remark and has not yet heard back.
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